Monday, February 8, 2010

almost go time...

Only two more days until I'm headed out! I am just getting clothes and stuff together, preparing to be gone for 7 weeks. I am really excited but there has been some tension and negative thoughts also. Just the usual second guessing myself and thinking that I wont be able to do this.

I was sitting in church Saturday evening listening to Michael Franzese speak. And his story of transformation was inspiring. A lot of things he said were really good, but one thing he said in particular really stuck me. He said "If God leads you to it, then He will see you through it". And it got me thinking. God isn't setting me up for failure. As long as I'm obedient and give this everything I got, then I cant fail. It was just the right thing that I needed to hear at that moment.

Anyway, two more days!

vanwinkle out

3 comments:

  1. Yeah I have a feeling those negative feelings and tension are probably NOT from God. Satan sees you moving to follow God's will...of course he is going to attack. Stick to it. You can do it!

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  2. I'm so excited for you, Kenny. Remember, when you feel your faith shaking, you got some friends who have enough faith and are willing to break through a roof and lower you through it to get to Jesus! It's not all up to you. But I know you can do it and it's going to be awesome!!!!

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  3. You are such an inspiration, Kenny! God is so much bigger than any of those negative feelings. I will be praying for you.

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